Full stop.....

I've tried before, maybe not my very best,
But at least thats my full shot for it.
And what i get is out of my expectation.

Maybe its time for me to end it,
I have to end whats living in my heart for like a long time.
Do you think that its me, myself who choose to end it ?

Somehow i think that everything must have come to an end,
Mayb leting it off, having some new things is what i should have done.

Nothing else was left behind, only a full stop.
I think 've find a perfect spot for it.

I may have lose to you,
but i am still the fabulous one.
What i've got is much more meaningful than everything else.

Do YOU understand ??

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To meow, miao and my boy ~~
Thank you all very much.
What i get from you guys, is the real you. hugs.

Meow ~
You've walk with me side by side for a long long time, and i think somehow,
thank you is not the word for you, it should have be more than that.

We came from a totally two different worlds, but something tied us up close together.
Mayb this is what called fate, right ?

And only you, can se the real me, who i am, the one with no mask on it,
a totally not sharpay one. Maybe i've chosen you to let you see the real me.
And you r the one tht i can rely on. HUGS !!!

Miao ~
Hmmm....I dont know much about you, but somewhere deep in my heart,
theres always a place for you..HUGS !!

My boy ~
Somehow, you've make yourself a path to walk into my life ? A cuddling person you are.
Cheer me up sometimes ? but you can be very very MANJA sometimes. haha XD.
But still, you are my boy, the one and only, noone else but you ? hahaha. Hugs !!!

Cherish what we’ve got throughout our life – Friends and Friendship

There are thousands and millions of people in this world, do you think that we all know the real meaning of friendship? I think there is no answer for this question. Everyone got their own answer somewhere deep in their own heart. Friends was given to us as a present by the god, it is priceless and precious at the same time. Do I have a friend that makes me feel that he or she is priceless and precious? Yes, I do.

Do you know that friends act as an important role in our life? Maybe some of them just act as a very normal friend in our life, but some of them actually help us a lot in everything. Everything means a lot, like when u feel bad, you can always have a friend besides you, accompany you and maybe your friend can also be a very good listener.

For me, I’ll like to cherish every moment that me and my friend spent together. Because I know that there is nothing called friendship forever, it is hard to maintain a friendship for like a long time, but it is still easy to cherish every moment that we’ve been together.

I’ll like to cherish it now because I know friendships aren’t meant to be forever, and I might lose it anytime. A lot of people go through their life with only a few friends. It seems that some have less than that. They have no one on whom they can call in good times or bad. There is no one for them to bounce ideas around, or talk about deep and troubling subjects. They have no one to call in times of need or difficulty. They are just at the mercy of life, standing alone without anyone besides them.

I’d like to say thank you for being the one that I can call on when I am happy or upset. Thank you for being the one that support me for every need. Thank you.Friendship is kind of blessing, and a friend is the channel through whom great emotional, spiritual, and sometimes even physical blessings flow. Friends can cheer us when we are sorrowful and depressed. Friends can challenge us when we allow ourselves to get beyond our reasonable boundaries. Friends can motivate us when we are ready to give in, and they can provide for us when life falls apart.

Sometimes, they are the one that we choose to share life’s pleasant and memorable moment. We often just want them around to have a good time, to laugh, to act stupid, to enjoy some mutually liked activity. In how many ways have friends enriched us in our lives and made us feel cared, loved, accepted and respected? There are probably too much for me to list out.

Friends and friendship do means a lot to me. “Once in a life time, means there’s no second chance”, we have only one chance to own it, why don’t we just cherish and have it but not losing it.

whats happening ~

Wonder why, i start to think a lot....
Somehow i lost my confident, where is it ? hope i can get it back soon..
Have faith in yourself Howard, You are the one and only.
The show must go on, a single spolight awaits for the arrival for you....
Believe is wat u need now....

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The Climb by Miley Cyrus...love it ><
I can almost see it,
That dream i'm dreaming but,
Theres a voice inside my head saying,
" You'll never reach it ",
Every steps i'm taking,
Every move i make feels,
Lost with no direction,
my faith is shaking.

But i, gotta keep trying,
Gotta keep my head held high,

Theres always gonna be another mountain,
I'm always gonna wana make it move,
Always gonna be a uphill battle,
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose ~~~

Nice song, love the lyrics and the song...meaningful ~

p.s thanks meow ~~ hahaha...
boy ar, daddy miss u too~~ thank you,hugs.
Love you two XD

Yea ME !!! heheXD

Erm... i have totally no idea to write what suddenly, feel so awkward... ><..
ok, lets start with my holidays, how was i during vacation ??
First week, sick with some stupid papers in school..hahahaXD....
I know i've been bad, i skip the some sort like test n ran away to kuching...hahaha..
I got reasons k !!! hahaha...

My aunt in kch got cancer, last few yrs she got large intestine cancer n she get cured, but it seems like she got herself three more new ones in a row.....haihz..feel sad...
when i first saw her in kch, OMG... duno its the med o the kimo she used, make her suddenly get very chubby, imean like fat ?? aiya, duno how to say la.... just feel very bad bout her...
Duno why, when i went to the hospital with her, n waited outside with my aunt ( another one ), it seems like all the patients are so strong, i mean they do not cry for their sickness, their sorta like stand up n fight for it.. so for us, whu are lucky to be normal try to stand up for everything, dun get beat easily, this is wad i observe after going in to the hospital with them... Aunt Nana, You can !! stand up n fight for your health, good luck, i will go back to kch again... stay happy !

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Ok, and somemore things happen in kch ofcox... going with DATE with two frens in kch, LOL !!!
Thank you Eric John Wong n his " Laopo " ( john) for the dinner, Althought the food in the wateva called ASIAN RECIPE, is like tatally awful, gosh... but its kinda memorable, i mean the food... it got a special kind of spices mayb, special smell... yucks, cant believe i'm writing it in my blog.. i should have vomit..hahaha... but i end up order another plate of sambal fried rice right ?? dunno ler, i think i should have got it right... tht one still ok, i manaege to ALMOST finish all of it... haha... NO MORE ASIAN RECIPE if any of u guys wanna date me ar !! hahahaXD.

Most of the time i spend at home, doing nothing... helping my little cousin, Anthea Bong, to draw her holiday HW... LOL... to boring mayb, Game with her, go to my grnadma house almost everyday... went to hospital...fetch Anthea to tuition, smses, phone calls, msn, listen to my ipod...
i think thts how i spend my time during holidays...hahaha...

Oh ya, i did spend MONEY too...haha...bought a extremely FABULOUS wallet for myself ><...quicksilver ( anyone know this brand? )...hehe...it cost bout like RM 70, but i bought it with a discount, 20%, hohoho....so only RM56.++ haha....Cheap right ? heheheXD...its green n yellow colour somehow...haha...

i think i wll post some of my pics on the next post, i gotta go now i think, later still got performance for the dance humanity, i hope i wont get nything wrong ><..hahaha...

YEA ME !!! haha, jia you !!

p.s MISSING SOMEONE BADLY !! huhu~~~ u noe whu u r.... hugs XD